I used to pray to God to save my relationship. then I started praying for him to have his will & I put it into his hands.
things haven’t gotten better. maybe God is telling me something? but as many times as I’ve tried to break it off, he won’t give up. he says we’re gonna get thru this.
this is the person I wanna spend the rest of my life with. but all these problems are making it so hard. & college.. idk how this will work. bc I have such trust issues.. sometimes I wish I can just fast forward my life a little, ya know?
… but I’m gonna continue to put it in God’s hands. maybe things have to get worse before they get better? 😕
My boyfriend isn’t allowed to watch animal planet
He might see his ex there
I don’t know why I was so like, salty I guess bc of the fact that trevon is going to college. I guess I was just jealous because he was gonna have the college experience and shit.
but then I realized….. I will too. I’ll just be closer to home. I’m gonna live in apartments. gonna meet new people. gonna go to parties nshit.
… just hope he’s on his best behavior.
trevon nathaniel coats. ^_^
…. he makes me happy, man.